Πέμπτη, 24 Δεκεμβρίου 2009

XORISMOS....


touti tin ora perisotero apola thelo na grapso
na ksekiniso ena taksidi, mikro, se mia epoxi pou perase
tria xronia mazi
mazi se tragikes stigmes
sou stathika oso kanenas ke mou kratises to xeri sfixta
isoun dipla mou se kathe pono akoma ke ston thanato
sou edosa psixi mialo ke soma
ma den sevastikes tpt telika
mou edoses ena komati tou mialou sou
me zitises dipla sou...ala kourastikes
ante ksa kathe athlio astio sou
ki esi kathe paraksenia mou
imastan o enas gia ton alon..
pia ena soma
iperxes se kathe stigmi mou
iparxa se kathe anasa sou
ki mia mera STAMATISES
"den ise pia eroteumenos"

sou edosa akoma ke tin teleftea ranida ematos
ala esi...den sevastikes tpt
sou fonaksa SAGAPO
mou ipes pos me tin agapi den kerdizis tpt....
ti zatas? na to vris! se miso
eriska sti fotia o,ti diko mas
ego mas exthisa ki esi mas kremises
mporo an thelo na mas apotelioso
perimena na xtipisi to tilefono, na ise esi
xaxa, esi?! oxi esi?! den se ksero
me pligoses ke tsalakoses me ekapses
exo dinami , exo ta koritsakia mou
exo emena!
enas mikros finikas tha gino...tha anastitho!
se agapisa ke tora pia safino
keno  mesa stin psixi...kalitera!
"isoun i zoi mou"
"pote den ixa se ektimisi tin zoi mou"

etreksa mesa stin nixta na vro to katafigio mou
moni to perasa olo afto..moni....gt kanis den katalavene...
mono esi mikre mou eafte..pou exases tosa...
xrone fige fetos....FIGE
ke pare mazi sou kathe pono kathe dakri kathe psema!




 p.s.: afieromeno stin latremeni mou fili anastasia, pou to onoma tis ta lei ola, exi anastithi poles fores apo tis idies tis tis staxthes...me simaxous tis emas KARDIA MOU MIN FOVASE IMASTE EMIS EDO...GIA TORA KE GIA PANTA SIMAXI ZOIS!

Τρίτη, 22 Δεκεμβρίου 2009

perimeno.....

perpatousa sto dromo moni...skeftomoun...
mpika sto spiti, sto palataki mou, sto katafigio mou
aniksa to radio, ksentithika ke epesa skrevati
kitaza to tafani ke skeftomoun
taksidepsa merika lepta prin
eklisa ta matia mou ke eniosa ta xili tou
eniosa tin kardia mou na xtipai dinata
na niotho toso entona ekini ti stigmi
na tin ksanazo...
fovithika ke aniksa ta matia mou
anasikothika ke anapsa ena tsigaro
akolouthisa ton kapno pou anevene
ke skeftika ton kapno pou evgena apo to stoma tou
ke meta to vlema tou, ekino to vlema...
san mikro pedi pou vlepi to gliko mesa sto vazo ke ine psila gia na to ftasi...
kardia mou vale tin karekla pano sto trapezi ke tha ftasis to psilo rafi..
tha piasis to vazo..ke tha exis to gliko..
ke mpori na se malosoun an se tsakosoun..
ala esena den tha se niaksi....
tha exis kani tin ataksia sou...ke tha to exis fxaristithi!!!!

ksekolisa to vlema mou apo to tasaki...
eklisa pali ta matia ke vrethika pali mprosta tou
ton filisa pali.
ta igra tou xili agkizan ta dika mou..
poso ithela na afiso ton eafto mou elefthero
na kano afto pou niotho...
gt merikes fores ta pragmata na ine toso diskola...
gt merikes fores na krinoun i antropi tis praksismas
ithele na ton filiso opos pragmatika mou evgene..
oxi na kratieme gia na min ton fero ki afton se diskoli thesi
ithela na tou po pos den mou eftase to 2oro afto
ithela na katsoume os to proi ke na tou kano vlakies, na ton pirazo ke na tou leo xazomares
apla ke mono gia na vlepo tis ekfrasis tou
ke na xanome sto vlema tou, ekino to diaperastiko...vathi skotino...
NE! auto ithela perisotero apola, NA XATHO STO VLEMA TOU ........







ithela pola na kano...ala sigkratoume
tha perimeno......

o,ti ine na gini tha gini
ola stin ora tous..ola gia mas...

Πέμπτη, 17 Δεκεμβρίου 2009

MONAKSIA....



monaksia simeni na antexis ton eafto sou,
na zis me to ego sou,
na niothis to psema pou les gia na sosis o,ti exi apomini apo tin psixi sou,
na vris tin alithia pou krivis mesa sou,
na strepsis to prosopiko sou tileskopio ke na anakalipsis ton alo sou krimeno eafto, pou katapiezis gia na aresis stous giro sou,
na xathis sta onira ke ta thelo sou, ta pragmatika oxi ta ikonika pou zografizis sto xarti tis kalpikis zois sou,
na niosis stis fleves sou na rei o katapiesmenos aprosistos xoros  pou den mporis to rithmo tou na akolouthisis, ekinos o xoros pou nonon esi kseris ta vimata,
na antikrisis katamata to pedi p exis kataxoniasmeno sto mikrotero ke pio skotino ke skonismeno simio tou mialou sou,
na akous ta pragmatika s pistevo, oxi ekina pou sou epivaloun ta isxa egokentrika  kataskevasmata pou theloun na apokalounte antropi,
monakia ine na polemas  tin ideatis midenismenis sou eftixias ke tis apolitis lipis, na ginis ena me tin poliploki enia tis agapis ke tou erota, to apolito miden tis arxis ke tou telous, aftou pou den agkizete, apomakrinete ke diastelete,
monaksia ine na vris ta oria sou ke na vris to sthenos na ta kseperasis,
monaksia simenis na antimetopizis ton kathrefti sou







MONAKSIA INE DINAMI

Παρασκευή, 11 Δεκεμβρίου 2009

AGAPH EINAI..........


poses fores den exoume anarotithi ti ine agapi...
poses fores ine aftes pou psaxnoume vathia mesa mas na vroume an iparxi...
ala ti ine? kai poso ikani imaste gia na ti niosoume?
apo ti eksartate afto to sinesthima ke poso dinato ine....
kai telika gt tsalakonoume tin ennoia tis, tin xrisimopioume alogista..mono ke mono giati akougete orea!



agapi ine na mi se niazi an tha paris
agapi ne na se niazi mono na dosis
agapi ine na min fovase an tha minis monos to vradi
agapi ine na min perimenis
agapi ine na zitas ton alon opos akrivos ine
agapi ine na min perimenis na alaksi o alos gia sena
agapi ine min piezis ton antropo sou
agapi ine na ton afinis elefthero
agapi ine na thes na ton vlepis efthixismeno
agapi ine na min se niazi an tha ponas,arki na gela o alos
agapi ine na thimase
agapi ine na sevese
agapi ine na mi niothis filakismenos se idees
agapi ine na xanis ke na gelas
agapi ine na kerdizis ke na mi se niazi
agapi ine na ise o eafto sou
agapi ine na ipomenis
agapi ine na ise ELEYTHEROS

agapi ine mia omorfi leksi pou exi xasi ti simasia tis..to megalio tis den mporoume na to zisoume mesa apo ta lipsa onira kai ta polixroma sinefakia pou dimiourgoume na gia na niosoume to paramithi...ine ena sinesthima pou ligi apo mas exoun  ti dinami na to anteksoun..gt ine toso dinato, kai mas exoun mathi na prospioumaste oti to niothoume gia na min perasoume ton avastaxto pono pou telika prokali...mono enas anthropos eleftheros apo tis prokatalipsis, enas anthropous pou exi kseperasi ta oria tou ke tous fovous tou, boem, mpori na niosi ena meros tou...ine i ipertati anagki,na agapisoume ke na agapithoume, pragmatika! ke den imaste ikani na agkiksoume oute elaxisto apo touto to dinato sinesthima,gt fovomaste, gt den imaste eleftheri...ke i perisoteri krivomaste mesa se mia amidri psevdestisi tis eftixias pou mpori na prosferi ena meros tis agapis...ala den tin niothoume olokliromeni....gt?...gt den antexoume ton eafto mas, gt ton fovomaste gt den antexoume tin alithia mas, exoume epanapafthi mesa stin tholi pragmatikotita pou mas plasaroun kai kimomaste xouxouliasmeni mesa sto kosmiko krevati mas...ke den afinoume tin agapi, afto to iperoxo sinesthima, na gemisi kathe komati tis psixis tis kardias mas ke tou mialou mas







set yourself free

Κυριακή, 15 Νοεμβρίου 2009

kalitera etsi


svino to tsigaro ke anavo alo..apopniktikos o kapnos, ligosto fos manaxa apo ta dio keria ki ego ksaplomeni sto patoma psaxno na anapnefso ligo zoi. gia mia stigmi vlepo mia morfi na sximatizete kai plai na xanete, mazi me kathe anamnisi... telika den ime toso dinati.
aniksa to parathiro kai kathismeni mprosta tou psithirizo "signomi pou den imoun toso dinati na anetekso, signomi pou eklepsa to xrono sou". fisao ton kapno kai piano to kinito mou, ithela na sviso ta tleftea minimata tou...ali mia diagrafi, enas akoma erotas, thamenos dipla stin triantafilia , eki na dini aroma nostalgias ke na min kseno ta lathi ke ta sosta...ala fovame pos pia den thimame tpt, oute tis ores sto tilefono oute tin anamoni..tpt...
ine kalitera etsi....gia sena...
kalitera na figo apo ti zoi sou....antio

Σάββατο, 7 Νοεμβρίου 2009

mou lipis


ki efo grafo pano sto idromeno tsami me to daxtilo "mou lipis"
ke meta me tin palami na to svino
xomeni mesa stis selides leksis asindetes
kai dakria sta matia na trexoun kataraktes
ki san argonaftis mesa apo tis simpligades tis psixis pernao
kai den ksero an exo ti dinami na antekso sto telos na ftaso
den akouo tp oute mousiki oute to tragoudi sou glikie mou
thelo monaxa na se ftaso na se agkikso
stagona to dakri sou na methiso xadi sou apalo na nioso
taksidi thalassa vathia to kormi simadia mia oasi
mikro nisi sa paramithi atelioto xoris iroes kai thema
flogitsa mou mikri fitili eki to fos to dromo na mou dixni
xartes ateliotes xoris piksida me mia idea gia sintrofia
demeni sta onira kai tin elpida kai mia morfi tholi pia mes to skotadi
ma sa pistos taksidiotis stin ithaki mou tha ftaso
kai to taksidi mou apola pio poli tha to thimame

Πέμπτη, 5 Νοεμβρίου 2009

metrantas tis nixtes makria sou


ksaplosa kai 3 ores argotera akoma ksipnia, anamesa sta skepasmata na stifogirnao...telika sikothika, anapsa ena tsigaro kai to pc mou opos panta anixto sti gonia tou me perimeni...roufao akoma mia tsoura ke anixo to mpatzouri na mpi i morfi tis nixta sto domatio, to fos ligosto genika.. rixno mia matia ekso ke to skotadi aplonete se o,ti gnorimo...ki etsi xameni opos kito kano ena taksidi sintomo se skepsis....kito to skotino ourano ke anarotieme an kita ta idia steria ke ekinos, xiliometra makria, mesa sto krio pou anagkazete na ipomeni....skeftome tin proti mas sinantisi, poso adiafori itan, tin proti mas volta me tin mixani, poso eleftheri eniosa, tin proti mas epimoni matia, poso poli mas edese, to proto mas fili kai tin proti mas voutia sti thalasa, posi almira exi mini akoma sta xili mas, to proto mas antio, to krifo dakri pou estakse ke kilise sto magoulo mou ke prolava na to skoupiso prin me antilifthi kanis, ke meta ta ateliota tilefona tis ametrites kouventes mas kai ta mikra mas sxedia pou mas kratoun akoma mazi...to tilefono mou diakopti tin iremia tis stigmis, ala aftos o ixos toso gnorimos pia me kani kathe fora na esthanome to idio sfiksimo sto stomaxi...ine aftos pou psaxni sintrofia mesa stin siopi tis krias nixta, ke kseri pos tha ime eki, me ti foni mou na ton sinodevo....to tilefono klini ores meta, to mpatzouri ki afto, to tasaki gemato apotsigara, ektos apo ti foni tou i moni sintriofia, afino tn ipologisti mou sti gnosti tou thesi ke o eknevristikos ixos apo to anemistiraki tou spai tin apoliti siopi...ksaplono pali sto krevati..ala akoma den mporo na kimitho....kratao to maksilari mou agkalia ke fantazome afton mesa sta xeria mou..na mpleko ta daxtila mou sta malia tou na xaidevo to soma tou kai na perimeno na staksi to fili tou, onirevome ta somata mas ena na ginonte mes sti zestasia tou domatiou mplegmena sto pathos tis stigmis mas na lionoume arga sti floga tou filiou ke na argosvinoume apo to dilitirio tou epanilimenou "antio" mas....tha ziso afti ti stigmi ksana ke ksana ospou na arxi thola na ksethoriazi...ke oso tha anavo to epomeno tsigaro tha ime ki ena vima pio konta stin epomeni sinantisi mas...ena vima pio konta sto epomeno antio......



P.S.: ti na tin kano tin kalinixta agapi mou afou ise makria mou,thathela logo na min pis gliko,arki na mirazosoun ti siopi afti mazi mou,edo konta mou,na mexis agkalia ki ego na vithisome sto pion iremo ipno afou tha ise giro mou ... ti na tin kano tin kalinixta..

Τετάρτη, 4 Νοεμβρίου 2009

KATHETI POU TELIONI


Anthropi pernoun giro mou , kato apo to parathiro, ola giro xoris noima..OLA , agkalies logia filia, ola aeras, skoni ston anemo. afto imaste ki emis ke i praksis mas kai ine alithia. miso kathe ti pou erxete kathe ti pou fevgi...kathe ti pou meni. ponos ine ke ponos meni. kathe fora pou ksekina kati to miso, gt ine oreo,ala ksero pos tha teliosi, kai to ksero...gt panta telioni.
ena taksidi na gelio ena tragoudi ena tzigaro i zoi. ola! arxi ke telos iparxi panta, panta o,ti ksekina telioni. i anthropi exorde kai fevgoun. tpt den ine gia panta..mono i anamnisis,mono aftes!

"kano makrovoutia stis skepsis mou
psaxno na vro margaritaria
ola vathia krimena
ki ego me ligosti anapnoi na ekserevno
kapou anamesa sta votsala kai ta koralia
ise ki esi
me perimenis meres tora siopila gia na se do
ma ego kito ta lampera
gializi eki sto vathos
politimos mou thisavros
kai pali simasia den sou dino
koxilia ke asteries protimo
den exo idea ti simveni
to aksigonoume telioni kai stin epifania tha vgo
stin amoudia tha katso kai ston ilio tha kitakso
gia ligo apola na ksexasto
na apokimitho glika
sta onira na vithisto kai tpt na min pona"